BOO.! Scared ya huh.? =P
Hello all.! Well first let me say I hope everyone is well and having a awesome October. I know in my last post I was just so into myself, but ummm that's the point of a Blog right.? Haha, but no really I love to involve my readers so my apologies to you all. =]
Alright well as you may know if you have been reading my entries I have been having a real hard time with life, just little things blowing into one big one. BUT last night being October 2/3 2009 I believe truly turned things around. I can only hope .=P Oh and the reason why I put 2/3 is because it went until 2:30am so it was a little bit of October 3rd as well. OK OK OK now lets get to my point. I love to ramble obviously and well that's only because I am in the GREATEST mood right now.
OK, so I have never been to a haunted house before, well wait I have once like a million years ago but I cant even remember it so whatever. Last night I was dying to find something to do. I don't get out much anymore so yeah. I called up one of my friends and asked to see what she had planned for the night. I was just going to go hang out at her house but she said that her and another friend were going to a haunted house, and before I replied to the text it said " You should come with us if you like". =] I was SOOOOO happy. I suppose that's what true best friends are when they invite you even when they already made plans. I love my best friend she is just so amazing. Any who so I drove us all the way to the haunted place called "The Fields of Screams". Oooooh creepy hahah. Let me add it was FREEZING outside.! I couldn't feel my toes, my hands or my face, it was insane. LOL. So yeah, we were waiting in line for a hour in a half you guys, A HOUR IN A HALF IN THE FREEZING AIR.!! Ahhhhhhhh.!!! It sucked and on top of that I was nervous on going in cause well it was my first time. Oh and on top of all of that one of the most embarrassing things happened to me. I had to use the bathroom cause I was so cold and well they only had port-a-pottys and just ugh nasty stuff right.? Long story short with that I told my best friend to stand in front of it like I did for her when she had to use it and guess what. . . she DIDN'T.! So guy opened up the door on me when I was just about to use the potty.!! Ugh I was so mad and like "Oh my gosh, are you serious. . . holy crap".!! Wow so yeah I was so mad at her for not standing in front of the door but its whatever now, things happen. LOL. I just laugh about it now cause now that I look back it is kinda funny.
After all of the standing and burning my tongue on watered down hot chocolate and then getting walked in on by some dude, hahah we FINALLY got pulled to the front. Omgosh I was like dude I don't want to go. Hahah.!! But all in all I am glad I went. It was kinda scary really. But hey I made it right.? So all is good. I am a trooper LOL but really I cant wait to go to another one now. It was actually fun.! Minus all of the speed bumps and what not I had the most fun I have had in like months. It made my day, and now I am in the best mood ever. So yupp. My first experience with a haunted house was a SUCCESS.!! Woooohooo.!!!
Alright bloggers I need to head out. I have work in like 2 hours and I still need to get ready then take my mom to the other side of town. Tonight is going to be busy because I have to babysit after I get out of work. Wish me luck.!!
The feedback of the day:
Let me know how your first encounter of a haunted house was. Where you scared, did you laugh or cry.? Who were you with and how long did it take for you to get in.? If you haven't been to one yet, write down if it is one of the things on your to do list. =]
Thanks for reading. More blogs are coming soon so don't miss out.!
Love always =]
xoxo
-*Brittanylee
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Friday, October 2, 2009
Drowning In My Own Life
Lately things have NOT been so smooth. Also one reason I have not posted any new entries. My deepest apologies.
I have always known that growing up and what not is not a easy process. But I never imagined things being THIS bad. OK maybe they haven't been like super bad but geeze bad enough for outsiders to notice. Its just I have so much on my plate right now, and I feel as if I am going to just have a break down again. School, work, family and people just so many things I am having to deal with, which some should not even be present. I try so hard to make people happy even when it hurts me in the end. That is just something I always have done, I put others happiness before my own. Also something people choose not to see. It sucks. Aren't you suppose to feel great when you help someone or when you do a damn good job on something.? I thought that too, but reality has it right now, and such a thing does not exist.
I know I said in a previous entry I would get into some very emotion and personal details about my life, but this. . . . this is something that is so deep and hurtful I do not think it should be written just yet.
I will say a few things of the road bumps I have been encountering in the past couple of weeks. Brace yourself. . . . .
I go to a Online school here in Kansas. It is my only way of graduating on time and staying focused. Staying out of trouble and just getting done what I need to is just one of the pros from this program. Now, I have come across a action that I have been dealing with now ever since last school year. I must and I mean MUST have things organized. It has came down to if things with school or anything else is not organized or not done properly I get very irritated and push myself to the point of exhaustion to make sure that the things are correctly completed. Alright that being said I will now say this: I DO NOT HAVE OCD.!! Seriously, I just simply like things to be done and done right the first time. Having things organized helps me know what needs to be completed at certain times etc. So that is the first problem I have been having. . . My schoolwork not being organized, falling into a pattern of putting things off and saying " Oh I will do it later I swear" and then not doing it for another week.
GOOD NEWS: I have no got a planned goal for my classes of having a outline of my assignments and when I should have them completed by the time I go to my class on Wednesdays. ( To take the CST aka the Final, for each course.) YAY.!
Alright the second problem I have been dealing with, my family. Now I love my family more than ANYTHING and I would sacrifice everything I have for them but things have gone way too far with some of my members actions. I have begun to realize that I really have no one but myself now. The things I have been called and the ways I have been treated lately is unacceptable completely. I am only seventeen years of age, I have been raised as a adult since I was ten years of age. Now I am proud of who I am and WHAT I am but if you truly love someone and that someone being your family would you really call them, I don't know names like "Bitch", "Pathetic", "Useless", "Careless", "Not even worth the time", I mean it goes on and on and on you guys. Who says such things about a loved one.? That is not love, that is nothing. I have now told myself you need no one but yourself Brittany. I live at home, and my Mother takes care of me and I appreciate her more than she knows. She is, I believe one, of the ONLY people I know will not turn on me. I can only hope. She might say some mean things but she is only human and she has so much on her plate as well like I. I love my family like I said, but there is only so much one can take, and before you know it you will end up pushing one to the point of destruction. You will then become a "Nobody", I only hope that things will change. The last thing I need is to disown a family member because of abuse that they could have controlled no matter what rage they had inside of them. . . . .
Now lastly is my work. I have had this job now for a month in a half. I make money, I then save money. I have no urge to spend what so ever and my plan is to save EVERY dime I get. Pretty smart huh.? So yeah, this job I will say is alright. It is a lot of work believe it or not making sandwiches. Not only do I make food I work the cash register, I prep food AND I clean the whole store. Not let me back up a bit and tell you this, I only work on Weekends for 6-7 hours, and those hours going into the night to closing. . . all alone. Now I am a small female and I can stand my ground but there are parts of who I am that make me panic and being alone is one out of many of my anxieties let alone being by my self one of those night. Its scary I'm tellin' ya, no joke. So anyways I think my boss has become very short circuited with not only me but the whole crew. For example one of my co-workers was written up 7 times. . . 7 TIMES PEOPLE.!! And for what.? Only for a rag being left out or streaks on the glass and such. How crazy is that.? Hmmm well that is just for one of my co-workers, lets get back to me. This part Wednesday I had my class for school, I get a phone call in the middle of class. Guess who it is.?My boss. I answered it and pretty much she asked if I could come in at 12 to 4pm to work hours for HER.! I let her know I was in class and we don't get out till around 12 or so and that I had to be somewhere before 3pm that day. As I explained that I told her once I got out of class I would call her back and let her know if I could come in or not. Well to get to the main point of this I called this woman 6 times on her cell phone 3 times on the work phone and NO answer what so ever. So I ended up texting her letting her know I could not come in and that I had things I had to do, also apologizing for not being able to. She texted me back a hour later saying this quote : "Thanks a lot you shouldn't have told me ya". . . . Are you freakin' kidding me.! I never said "YA" in the first place. So now I think she dislikes me strongly and well I am starting to look for a better job that I know I will be better in than making sandwiches. Its a mission I tell ya. . Its a mission. . . . .
So there are some of the main things I have been dealing with in my life. I know it is a lot of reading but if you actually stuck threw reading my blog would you please leave a comment. It would mean a lot.
Also the feedback for the day.!!
I would like to know if any one of you have gone threw a situation like one of mine, and how you handled it. If not, what other personal problem have you over come in your life.?
Thanks so much for reading. Loves always.!!
-*BrittanyLee
I have always known that growing up and what not is not a easy process. But I never imagined things being THIS bad. OK maybe they haven't been like super bad but geeze bad enough for outsiders to notice. Its just I have so much on my plate right now, and I feel as if I am going to just have a break down again. School, work, family and people just so many things I am having to deal with, which some should not even be present. I try so hard to make people happy even when it hurts me in the end. That is just something I always have done, I put others happiness before my own. Also something people choose not to see. It sucks. Aren't you suppose to feel great when you help someone or when you do a damn good job on something.? I thought that too, but reality has it right now, and such a thing does not exist.
I know I said in a previous entry I would get into some very emotion and personal details about my life, but this. . . . this is something that is so deep and hurtful I do not think it should be written just yet.
I will say a few things of the road bumps I have been encountering in the past couple of weeks. Brace yourself. . . . .
I go to a Online school here in Kansas. It is my only way of graduating on time and staying focused. Staying out of trouble and just getting done what I need to is just one of the pros from this program. Now, I have come across a action that I have been dealing with now ever since last school year. I must and I mean MUST have things organized. It has came down to if things with school or anything else is not organized or not done properly I get very irritated and push myself to the point of exhaustion to make sure that the things are correctly completed. Alright that being said I will now say this: I DO NOT HAVE OCD.!! Seriously, I just simply like things to be done and done right the first time. Having things organized helps me know what needs to be completed at certain times etc. So that is the first problem I have been having. . . My schoolwork not being organized, falling into a pattern of putting things off and saying " Oh I will do it later I swear" and then not doing it for another week.
GOOD NEWS: I have no got a planned goal for my classes of having a outline of my assignments and when I should have them completed by the time I go to my class on Wednesdays. ( To take the CST aka the Final, for each course.) YAY.!
Alright the second problem I have been dealing with, my family. Now I love my family more than ANYTHING and I would sacrifice everything I have for them but things have gone way too far with some of my members actions. I have begun to realize that I really have no one but myself now. The things I have been called and the ways I have been treated lately is unacceptable completely. I am only seventeen years of age, I have been raised as a adult since I was ten years of age. Now I am proud of who I am and WHAT I am but if you truly love someone and that someone being your family would you really call them, I don't know names like "Bitch", "Pathetic", "Useless", "Careless", "Not even worth the time", I mean it goes on and on and on you guys. Who says such things about a loved one.? That is not love, that is nothing. I have now told myself you need no one but yourself Brittany. I live at home, and my Mother takes care of me and I appreciate her more than she knows. She is, I believe one, of the ONLY people I know will not turn on me. I can only hope. She might say some mean things but she is only human and she has so much on her plate as well like I. I love my family like I said, but there is only so much one can take, and before you know it you will end up pushing one to the point of destruction. You will then become a "Nobody", I only hope that things will change. The last thing I need is to disown a family member because of abuse that they could have controlled no matter what rage they had inside of them. . . . .
Now lastly is my work. I have had this job now for a month in a half. I make money, I then save money. I have no urge to spend what so ever and my plan is to save EVERY dime I get. Pretty smart huh.? So yeah, this job I will say is alright. It is a lot of work believe it or not making sandwiches. Not only do I make food I work the cash register, I prep food AND I clean the whole store. Not let me back up a bit and tell you this, I only work on Weekends for 6-7 hours, and those hours going into the night to closing. . . all alone. Now I am a small female and I can stand my ground but there are parts of who I am that make me panic and being alone is one out of many of my anxieties let alone being by my self one of those night. Its scary I'm tellin' ya, no joke. So anyways I think my boss has become very short circuited with not only me but the whole crew. For example one of my co-workers was written up 7 times. . . 7 TIMES PEOPLE.!! And for what.? Only for a rag being left out or streaks on the glass and such. How crazy is that.? Hmmm well that is just for one of my co-workers, lets get back to me. This part Wednesday I had my class for school, I get a phone call in the middle of class. Guess who it is.?My boss. I answered it and pretty much she asked if I could come in at 12 to 4pm to work hours for HER.! I let her know I was in class and we don't get out till around 12 or so and that I had to be somewhere before 3pm that day. As I explained that I told her once I got out of class I would call her back and let her know if I could come in or not. Well to get to the main point of this I called this woman 6 times on her cell phone 3 times on the work phone and NO answer what so ever. So I ended up texting her letting her know I could not come in and that I had things I had to do, also apologizing for not being able to. She texted me back a hour later saying this quote : "Thanks a lot you shouldn't have told me ya". . . . Are you freakin' kidding me.! I never said "YA" in the first place. So now I think she dislikes me strongly and well I am starting to look for a better job that I know I will be better in than making sandwiches. Its a mission I tell ya. . Its a mission. . . . .
So there are some of the main things I have been dealing with in my life. I know it is a lot of reading but if you actually stuck threw reading my blog would you please leave a comment. It would mean a lot.
Also the feedback for the day.!!
I would like to know if any one of you have gone threw a situation like one of mine, and how you handled it. If not, what other personal problem have you over come in your life.?
Thanks so much for reading. Loves always.!!
-*BrittanyLee
Friday, September 11, 2009
The Day You Would Never Forget
I just wanted to post something for this day. It really changed my life the day the Twin Towers fell. Being young was hard to understand the true disaster of it all but there were so many people that died because of this selfish act and cruel act that will never be forgotten. I knew some people that were in the Towers, that God that they where on a lower floor and got to escape while they could. As for those who didn't my heart STILL goes out to all of them, their families and friends. It is a hard thing to cope with loosing a loved one, I would know. But now, years have passed and I only now wish that our troops that have been gone for years will be able to return home soon. We have been brought a new beginning and all that we can do is take that chance and make it better than the last. God Bless you all. Now I have just found info about 9/11 and I don't want to get in trouble for copyright so I will post the link at the bottom. I couldn't wright about it really from my own mind, it is just something that is too heart breaking and sad to write about. So here is what I found on this day.
"The September 11 attacks (9/11) were a series of coordinated suicide attacks by Al-Qaeda upon the United States on September 11, 2001. On that morning, 19 Al-Qaeda terrorists hijacked four commercial passenger jet airliners. The hijackers intentionally crashed two of the airliners into the Twin Towers of the World Trade Center in New York City, killing everyone on board and many others working in the buildings. Both buildings collapsed within two hours, destroying nearby buildings and damaging others. The hijackers crashed a third airliner into the Pentagon in Arlington, Virginia, just outside of Washington, D.C. The fourth plane crashed into a field near Shanksville in rural Pennsylvania, after some of its passengers and flight crew attempted to retake control of the plane, which the hijackers had redirected toward Washington, D.C. There were no survivors from any of the flights.
In total 2,993 people, including the hijackers, died in the attacks. The overwhelming majority of casualties were civilians, including nationals of over 90 countries. In addition, the death of at least one person from lung disease was ruled by a medical examiner to be a result of exposure to dust from the World Trade Center's collapse. The United States responded to the attacks by launching a "War on Terrorism", invading Afghanistan to depose the Taliban, who had harbored al-Qaeda terrorists, and enacting the USA PATRIOT Act. Many other countries also strengthened their anti-terrorism legislation and expanded law enforcement powers. Some American stock exchanges stayed closed for the rest of the week following the attack, and posted enormous losses upon reopening, especially in the airline and insurance industries. The destruction of billions of dollars worth of office space caused serious damage to the economy of Lower Manhattan. "
In total 2,993 people, including the hijackers, died in the attacks. The overwhelming majority of casualties were civilians, including nationals of over 90 countries. In addition, the death of at least one person from lung disease was ruled by a medical examiner to be a result of exposure to dust from the World Trade Center's collapse. The United States responded to the attacks by launching a "War on Terrorism", invading Afghanistan to depose the Taliban, who had harbored al-Qaeda terrorists, and enacting the USA PATRIOT Act. Many other countries also strengthened their anti-terrorism legislation and expanded law enforcement powers. Some American stock exchanges stayed closed for the rest of the week following the attack, and posted enormous losses upon reopening, especially in the airline and insurance industries. The destruction of billions of dollars worth of office space caused serious damage to the economy of Lower Manhattan. "
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The damage to the Pentagon was cleared and repaired within a year, and the Pentagon Memorial was built on the site. The rebuilding process has started on the World Trade Center site. In 2006 a new office tower was completed on the site of 7 World Trade Center. The 1 World Trade Center is currently under construction at the site and at 1,776 ft (541 m) upon completion in 2011, will become one of the tallest buildings in North America. Three more towers were originally expected to be built between 2007 and 2012 on the site."For my last and final words on this entry I would again just like to say that my heart goes out to everyone that has been effected by this tragedy . I still do not fully agree on our troops STILL being in Iraq and what not, but I suppose that's just how things go in life. I hope that everyone stays safe and that our loved ones will make it back home safe and sound. One day things will subside and all will be good. That might sound cliche but it is true. Everything will one day be OK and we all will look back and remember what he have lived all this time for. Again God Bless.
xoxo
-Bri
I found this information at http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/September_11_attacks (yes it is word by word but honestly I am not calling this my own work so here it is, the link.)
Friday, September 4, 2009
Oh no you didn't.!
Oh yes I did.! So for those who actually have known me or have recently met me, you know that my hair is like my EVERYTHING to me. LOL. I always get questions on if I cut my hair (because it is super long and healthy) =P. Well. . . . . Here is the answer to that question. YES.! Haha, I know like quite a bit of people might want to slap me but today, I went and got a hair cut.! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.!
LOL. Ok ok, its not THAT bad people. I only got a trim and I now have bangs again. As you can see above. I like it, just need to train my bangs again. Hope you guys like it too. Feel free to ask any kind of questions on hair or styling. Thanks so much for reading. Take care and God Bless.!
LOL. Ok ok, its not THAT bad people. I only got a trim and I now have bangs again. As you can see above. I like it, just need to train my bangs again. Hope you guys like it too. Feel free to ask any kind of questions on hair or styling. Thanks so much for reading. Take care and God Bless.!
XOXO-
Bri
My Very First Blog / Introduction
So here we go. I have been wanting to make a blog for quite sometime now. Somehow I just never went through with making one and getting started. So here I am now, blog and all. Yay.! I am excited.
The purpose of this blog is to write down what goes on in my day to day life. Simple things like school, work and when I go places with friends and family. I plan on making a new blog at least two times a week, but I will get more organized later with a exact schedule. I will have links to my other websites for example my YouTube account, Twitter and Blogtv. I only hope that these all will rise with greatness and people join in. Now lets get on to a little bit about myself.
My name is Brittany, I am mainly known as BrittanyLee or Bri. I am a Senior in High School and will be graduating this May 2010. Hopefully I will be attending college for business but that is still a rocky subject at the time being. I cant wait still.! =] So anyways, I am seventeen years old and am a bright minded young lady. I have so many interests and hobbies its kind of insane. Some of my many talents are singing, dancing, and writing. I try not to portray myself as others or a "normal" teenager but I suppose at times it seems that way. Honestly I am so far from being normal. LOL. Enough about all of that though. In life I am wanting to pursue becoming a hair and makeup artist. See, I didn't say stylist because that is not what it is. I have always been fascinated with the art of hair, makeup, and fashion. Its wonderful to see how you can transform looks based off of which way you put your hair or what colors of makeup you use on your face or a certain type of fabric and such. I truly love it. I believe in natural beauty do not get me wrong but the artsy side of hair, makeup and fashion really is a beautiful thing I think people should embrace. Aside of all of that so far I seem pretty "normal" yes.? Well the more you get to know me the more you will see that I have been through so many tragedies and have delt with the true face of life. Growing up too fast and having to live with the things I have been delt with so I can do my best to live my life to the fullest.
Now on with the show.! Every-so-often I will post a blog of a past story that has overcome me. Some will be sad and heart felt. Others will be happy and amusing. So in that case I only hope that whoever you are that is reading this will stay in contact with my blog so you can be entertained yet gain the knowledge of my life story. I am not writing so people feel as if they need to petty me, because that is the last thing I would ever want. All I can really say is this blog is me. The stories of my life, my problems and my feelings. It will be 100% real, so hang on tight and enjoy the ride. It is going to be a long one.
All in all I hope you will enjoy my blogs. Be sure to check back every-so-often. I will be slowly starting off due to the fact that I have so many things I need to get organized, including schedules for my Blogtv account and now my personal blog. Thank you so much. I am excited to finally get this ball on a roll. Take care and God Bless.
xoxo
-Bri
The purpose of this blog is to write down what goes on in my day to day life. Simple things like school, work and when I go places with friends and family. I plan on making a new blog at least two times a week, but I will get more organized later with a exact schedule. I will have links to my other websites for example my YouTube account, Twitter and Blogtv. I only hope that these all will rise with greatness and people join in. Now lets get on to a little bit about myself.
My name is Brittany, I am mainly known as BrittanyLee or Bri. I am a Senior in High School and will be graduating this May 2010. Hopefully I will be attending college for business but that is still a rocky subject at the time being. I cant wait still.! =] So anyways, I am seventeen years old and am a bright minded young lady. I have so many interests and hobbies its kind of insane. Some of my many talents are singing, dancing, and writing. I try not to portray myself as others or a "normal" teenager but I suppose at times it seems that way. Honestly I am so far from being normal. LOL. Enough about all of that though. In life I am wanting to pursue becoming a hair and makeup artist. See, I didn't say stylist because that is not what it is. I have always been fascinated with the art of hair, makeup, and fashion. Its wonderful to see how you can transform looks based off of which way you put your hair or what colors of makeup you use on your face or a certain type of fabric and such. I truly love it. I believe in natural beauty do not get me wrong but the artsy side of hair, makeup and fashion really is a beautiful thing I think people should embrace. Aside of all of that so far I seem pretty "normal" yes.? Well the more you get to know me the more you will see that I have been through so many tragedies and have delt with the true face of life. Growing up too fast and having to live with the things I have been delt with so I can do my best to live my life to the fullest.
Now on with the show.! Every-so-often I will post a blog of a past story that has overcome me. Some will be sad and heart felt. Others will be happy and amusing. So in that case I only hope that whoever you are that is reading this will stay in contact with my blog so you can be entertained yet gain the knowledge of my life story. I am not writing so people feel as if they need to petty me, because that is the last thing I would ever want. All I can really say is this blog is me. The stories of my life, my problems and my feelings. It will be 100% real, so hang on tight and enjoy the ride. It is going to be a long one.
All in all I hope you will enjoy my blogs. Be sure to check back every-so-often. I will be slowly starting off due to the fact that I have so many things I need to get organized, including schedules for my Blogtv account and now my personal blog. Thank you so much. I am excited to finally get this ball on a roll. Take care and God Bless.
xoxo
-Bri
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