These past couple months have been nothing but challenges for me to conquer, but yet I feel as if I have been pushed too far over my limit.
This is going to just be a update of what has been going on with me. So If you would like to know. . keep reading.
School has been crazy lately. Trying to make up credits from past mistakes in order to graduate on time is very difficult. I never thought I would feel the way I do, by being worried 24/7 with how I am suppose to get things done.
Growing up sucks.!
Secondly, I have been trying to work a little more (At Subway). Money I have come to realize IS a huge factor in life. I never have been the type of girl to spend money any way, but by growing up and what not I now know some of the stress that our parents have to deal with everyday. Without money, a job, or education you really have no way to survive.
Growing up is more then what I had thought it would be.
And now lastly, I have became a adult. I always have been mature and I grew up quick by how I was raised but this, this right here, is somethings so extreme I would have never though that I would be where I am at right now.
In some kind of way I just lived my life thinking I had it so bad by getting yelled at for not cleaning or getting grounded and not being able to leave the house.
Now, I would take all of that back in a heart beat. I wish I had "someone" to be here with me everyday to take care of me and make sure I was alright. It feels now that I am all alone and that I have to now get use to being alone, and having no one.? I do not mean to sound so sad and I do not want anyone to feel bad for me because its not THAT bad. I just have a problem.
Being alone is never fun.
As time goes by I know I will be perfectly fine with change. The transition of becoming a adult is one of the biggest challenges ANY one can go through. I give props to anyone who had to grow up quick and having no choice but to get their life together.
It's not easy to grow up. . . But it IS possible.
xoxo
-Brittanylee
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